I've talked about looking into getting help for a long time now. I have said I would numerous times. I've been to the point of giving up off and on for months..and I still put it off.

Tonight, that changed. I finally typed out an email to a local therapist AND hit send. I didn't think I would ever be able to do it. I guess I've just taken the first step. Just hoping I hear back from them now.. Only time will tell.

That's a big step for me though, considering the incredibly anti-social person I've become. I'm.....proud of myself.. It's hard to believe I just said that.