Hi freak...Quizzickle here. I was trying to leave thanks on TheByzantines post because the insight was pretty profound. I kept getting an error...then I noticed TheByz was a guest and maybe that's why. Anyway I'll thank that person here...I had to. Take care Freak...sounds like you have some people here who care. We've all seen some shite...that's why. Alone ain't no cure. Can you say why you feel this way right now? Not to pry...but maybe it could help you...and us too.