So I noticed! I'm really sorry, but after replying to another of Shayne's posts, I forgot I was going to comment on the art in his sig. Very dramatic and dark! I'm in a drawing class for beginners, and I'm nowhere close to that good! I envy your talent! I'm working on mine and hope to be able to draw realistically, but also capture drama, emotion, and passion.

I'm sorry you're having a bad day. Had enough of those. I know what you mean about being outbid. This is going to show you what kind of nutcase I am, but...you know how Hostess was closing and there would be no more Twinkies? I actually bid on an auction to get some (I was hoping for at least one, but I didn't want to pay $60 like I heard someone charged), and got outbid. Several other Twinkie auctions were going on, seconds from closing, and I jumped in and bid on another. Outbid! I think it was the third or fourth where I got in my bid at the last second and won! I got two boxes of Twinkies (and the person sending them said he's sending me a box of Ding Dongs, too! ) for $20.50 plus shipping. The thing was, before I started thinking about never having a Twinkie again (I haven't had Twinkies in YEARS!), I got feeling kind of sad, called all the stores I could think of in my area, no boxes at all!!! I have to admit, I had fun in those last-second auctions, and I've never bought from an auction on eBay before. Sure, Hostess says there may be a Chinese (I think? Or Asian?) company that will take over making them, so I may have freaked for nothing, but I'll still have Twinkies made by the original Hostess company. I don't feel guilty or bad about it, LOL! (I wouldn't have paid over $30, FYI.)

Now that I've said all that, I am worried I'm going to get diabetes because I'm a sugaraholic. I have to get it under control, if it's not too late already (so far, I'm not noticing any real symptoms). I need to lose a lot of weight, worried I won't do it. A few days ago, I missed a class because I overslept, and I drove to my college to turn my paper in, due that day. In the parking lot, I saw orange flyers on several cars, and I peeked to see what it was about. I saw it was for a chain gym, and I NEED to join a gym, so I stole it off the car, so I could call the company and see what the regular price is (after the deal is over--it's $120 for three months). I don't really have the money, and I don't know if it's realistic for me to say I'm going to do it and stick to it--I know myself--but I do NEED to, because I can't get up if I fall down, and that can be so freaking embarrassing! My legs have very little strength, so I need to join a gym and work my muscles. But when? I don't want to die, but I want to have free time and relax sometimes.

Sorry, got into blathering there. Just want you to know you're not alone.