After my huge trigger I feel like some familiarity is returning. I've had to put red flags on certain things in my life to avoid. I felt like the split of parts of me that I've worked so hard on intergrating were ripped apart again.

I wasn't whole or perhaps I never was but have managed to survive in denial only to be so suddenly made aware of the part I cannot accept.

Not to sound to dramactic, but this has been a life changing occurance. A wake up call.

I would not wish the hell I entered for this short time on my worse enemy.

My new motto from now on in is - live simple.

((Tigergirl ))