I used to miss xt when I took a break, but not when he was away. But he really didn't go away much at all. Never told him because I hated myself for feeling that way. When I did have that bit of attachment I would punish myself by taking a few weeks off and not go back until I stopped missing him...Weird unhealthy relationship. That happened 3x in the 2 years I saw him.

No attachment to the trauma lady, I could care less whether I go or not.