Good morning couch!! Anybody brave the crazy crowds last night? I did not, last year I did, but I didn't have it in me this year. H and I are going to go out this morning and hopefully finish the rest of the stuff on our list and enjoy lunch while the kiddos are with my ILs...

I am hoping that I do okay today.. Last night was terrible, everytime I tried to relax I felt a panic attack coming on, didn't sleep much at all. That mixed with the depression getting worse and a talk with my T.. I will be heading to my GP to talk about a med change up, or made add something to my exsisting medicine. I am very fearful that things are going to get bad again for me. And, I have a lot more on the line right now if they do. Last year at this time panic was setting in, but I could panic all night and didn't have to be anywhere the next morning. Now, I have work and school coming this winter.. I can't let this interupt my life!!