Reaching out to people is a good way to feel better. There is someone out there who will listen to your hopes and your fears and at the same time there is something about you that gives them peace. In my low points of grieving for my husband who succumbed to cancer, I took the time to listen to my friend who is bipolar, depressed and adhd. I was not alone in pain and anguish and he understood the depth of my pain and I understood the profound need he has for reconnecting with the world. I was lashed out at by others for being part of my friends life. His past indiscretions caused much distrust and ultimately ended his marriage. I realize that most people around him don't get it. They seem to think that he can bounce up and be what they consider normal. Its not fair not one bit. You are normal in your own way just as I am. And your belief in God is the one place you can trust for your happiness to resume..God bless you