Time appropriate conversation. I told my T in email that I was afraid to miss her... and So I've talked about my feelings, but never told her that I do miss her. if that makes sense.. I am going to have to have this convo with her on Tuesday.. because I miss her... so I have to tell her... my rule is anything that i'm uncomfortable saying, I have to say.. I am afraid of telling her that I care about her. because i never expected to even like her! And she's the nicest person ever... ick. I just wanted her to be smart, and help me analyze stuff.. not compliment me and care about my well being and want to hear about the minutae of my life cause she does care.. blah blah blah.. I didn't think T was going to be touchy feely or warm and fuzzy, but it is... so I have to confront my discomfort with this and see how it bleeds into the rest of my life.. argh... We'll see how it goes..

I had this whole thanksgiving speech that i'd practiced on Tuesday.. but chickened out.. i ended up just e-mailing her.. "One thing I "forgot" to tell you on Tuesday, I am grateful for you, Doc!" lame LOL