I'm glad you have real life friends, her colleague, PC friends, journaling, and her letters that will be forthcoming, until she's back in the saddle. Try to take in what she emotionally gives you in these next two sessions.Your mind will tell you to fight - process it - fight it in your mind, before you go in, so that hopefully you'll work with your cognitive brain when you two are together. Don't get upset with yourself if you struggle before, and while she's gone. It can always be fixed.

Best wishes Miswimmy1. Go kick butt into the New Year!