You might as well be talking about me. I'm happy to report though, with meds and therapy, I haven't had a fit of rage in 8 days..... It was the best step I ever took, going to therapy and just laying all my 'crazy' cards out on the table. I'm starting to like me and, also, take care of me (because no one ever has). It is still a daily struggle and I have some anger focus sayings taped up in different locations around my house. It all feels like things may be normal or under control soon.... even my children have noticed a big difference (too late for the now ex-husband) but at least my children have seen me actively making an effort to modify my behavior.

Hang in there.... find resources in your area and take care of YOU!!!