Wow, I can understand your reluctance but can also see the potential for growth. And the chance to eventually find a job where one can excel without overstressing sounds very appealing to me. The road to get from today to that place will be long and hard, but you will have pdoc and us here at PC to help along the way. When I'm faced with change, I have to remember to breathe and to be gentle with myself.

((((((((((((((((Rainbowzz)))))))))))))))

Elizabeth