Peteit-mal's do that. They are miniscule sesures that occur in some of us. Usually due to a hard fall when young, or a awful trama they occur to adults and usually started in the childhood. They can in and of themselves be because of epilesy. They can have occured because of oxygen deprivation in young years or some birth injury (oxygen dep) that was mild and not severe enough to get noticed by your peditrition. Also glycemic variations that started in earily childhood and were not severe enough to get noticed cause peteit-mal type losses of consciousness that are so "mild" even "you" don't recognize it as a slight loss of consciousness. Also at times a child that has been sexually molested at a extremely young age goes into the sugar insulin mild shocks with just a twinkling of the eye and it is hardly noticable to yourself or anyone else either untill after it occurs.(keeps continuing to happen over and over during the day for many years, triggered by even slight tinge of fear, or apathy even) (actually it can't be pinpointed usually by you or Anyone at All- You just feel violated, like crap and so fuzzy-tramatized too-and consciously you can't think of one blessed reason for that feeling of being tramatized, --but for darn sure YOU JUST REALLY DO !!!!!!!!!!! NO KIDDING- i KNOW )

The biggest feeling of dullness, and severe confusion commences and lags on and on for such a person (and I myself am one that first hand experienced it.) Even birth canal difficulty causes the post tramatic stress type issue or(what they call- demonized ) touched tonal presence in a person, (such as myself-i been through it) I could have continued dealing with it in an endless type LOOP, if you know what I mean. Could have stayed in the ENDLESS LOOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes- the answers vary from place to place but No One has ever revealed what to DO ABout IT. All I can say is that I am here for you- to encourage you- LIttle FISH and others do love you very much and can extend our compassion to you for all of the unnesecessary pain and suffering you have gone thru. Just know that I pray and also want the best for you in every way and know that you are going to try and get to the bottom of this Little Fish. The answer lies within yourself, from your friends and from the healing Savior. All of this is necessary for you to get well and not one without the other. Some healing takes a concerted effort- which means to grow and get better you have to work (with excruciating pain, )pray to God, as well as listen to others. Each one of these will aid you and not one alone. Demons are a smaller part, but work lies ahead in every area of investigation and not just one PARTICULAR area. You can acheive it because I know you can and believe in you- LittleFish. Love Razeljenny I found my way through it. (I had the sleeep nitemares and talking too.(which started at about 14) I had disassociations during the day. I could not eat right becauee I felt sexually violated too. I got too in love too fast also when I was around 16 and on up to my 40's. I floundered in fundamental Christianity fast becfore I ever once learned who I was and how to just "Simply" communicate with regular folks in a little more modern community too, just like you Little Fish. I even feel like I know you as if looking into a Mirror. Is this true? Please fight the goodd fight Little Fish, no one is laughing.