...got this damn rug on the floor that keeps moving all by itself!

I so wish my first love was more easily affectionate

I loved her so much...now I'm worse to myself than she ever was...

I'm so scared I love so many people now I don't want to mess it up!...

....found some pillows on the floor this morning, another restless fight night fright nite....

I know exactly what I'm capable of I don't want to make any more mistakes....but right now I am so sick

I want to love everyone I love just like they deserve to be....and I am so NOT up to it!...

it was so cool to have her little honey come ride in my fast car when I picked her up I miss her so much...I did all I could! I never survived the ending!

I'm always gonna be so damn sick is it me always like this to be forever far out!!...it's too hard

you beautiful people keep me alive!

sick or not...feelings or what!....I don't want to mess up with you...don't know what to do...I'm scared