10 is too much it always was ...it's always gonna be but it's the least!

1 ... I broke down about something
2 ... isolated to the max went out of my way to get in my way!!
3 ... made my body a dumping ground for drugs
4 ... considered the reality was all wrong
5 ... believed my consideration
6 ... got so much sicker really sick like so freaking sick and
7 ... survived
8 ... and thats the worst damage I ever felt!
9 ... left to heal??
10 .. you got to be joking!