So I have been feeling completely withdrawn since the past few years...I tried befriending people...I feel like I really tried reaching out to them I took keen interest in them hoping that some would care enough to give me a message on the internet now and then or maybe call me once in a while...I have been so disappointed by the response I got from people that now I have completely shut myself out...I simply hate meeting people and I dread office get togethers and I become very irritated when I have no option but to speak to people who couldn't care less about me...But inspite of all this I feel very depressed even when I keep telling myself I am better off without them...I joined here to give vent to my feelings...I wont go against my dignity but I do need a good friend.... So if anybody wants to give me some comfort I would be most grateful and I will go out of my way for them...I feel that we should go out of our way for others but why do people don't respond and help us when we need them?