First off hun, sitting around waiting for this good stuff to happen is a waste of time, I think what you need is to go out and make your own good, no more waiting around for magic to happen...ya know.
You can believe in what you want, I respect that, but you always have to remember that you pay these people to read cards, believe me there is no possible way to have accuracy for every person.
I hope you find your strength to venture out and find your own good stuff.
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