((((((((((( Claritytoo )))))))))))

I think you have made a good decision to continue with therapy for the time being at least. And you know, it's okay that a big part of you is not happy with this decision.

Is it possible that the parts of you that don't want to go to therapy are afraid of things changing? They have their jobs so to speak and they may be afraid that those jobs will no longer be needed. If that is the case, there are always other jobs that they can do to help the "whole" of you live a good and safe life. It takes time to figure these things out and it takes gumption as well.

I'm really glad you will continue with the therapy. We all need an outlet where we can be safe enough to look at and deal with the yucky stuff. You will be okay Claritytoo....trust in your decision.