Hello and thank you. Its been really hard dealing with and coming to the realazation of my codependancy and depression problems. One reason I have put off dealing with these issues is the fear of loseing my job. I carry a gun, have a DOD security clearance, and the company I work for is nosey as hell, and loves to fire people that won't kiss their but. I won't and haven't kissed their but and seem to always be butting heads with them. I have recently started seeing a therapist that made me realize I was codependant, as well as seriously depressed. I told her I COULD NOT & WOULD NOT take meds to help me manage myself. That would have to be reported, if I didn't and something happened....... well let's just say that would not be good. I am glad to be able to talk about my problems with the annonamity of this boards. I can not afford to lose my job. I would lose everything if I did. I am new here, so I will probally ask a lot of questions and unfortunatly............ ask for help. Something I am not good at. So thank you all in advance.

Mike