Thread: bulimic rant
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Old Sep 06, 2006, 12:42 PM
razeljenny razeljenny is offline
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BlackDragon, I am not feeling good today. I too was a 200 pounds last June and am now a 160 pounds. Read my posts. Anyway, right now I am purging and started to smoke cigs too. I feel like the living dead (rottenest than ever) Just to let you know, if you read the post I did, that I am not going to let this beat me up. We are possibly going to eat better, maybe tomorrow we will eat better, not too much and not too little. Wouldn;t you like that? Also .....well even though it is 9 am I stayed up all night and really need to lay down. (potty, I guess kept me up) anyway, tomorrow hopefully tomorrow there will be improvements. I know how feeling like doing yourself in in some stupid way, like eating a bunch of crummy bad for you stuff, or taking too many downers, but not enough to really hurt you but enough to be stuck in bed for 3 solid days and too tired to get up to wash and too tired to get up to make the coffee. Well I am glad we could be friends. Hope your day goes better, m aybe mine will straighten out tomorrow, lol. Razeljenny
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