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Originally Posted by Miswimmy1
Why can't you see what they do? They are more than happy to cause problems and wave all my flaws in front of my face. But when it comes down to it, they don’t know what the **** they are doing. And when things get serious, they have no idea what to do. So they walk away. Or pretend nothing is wrong when the world is crumbling. Its like a triple whammy. Attack, flaunt, abandon. Over and over. It’s a cycle. And I cant tell you how sick of it I am. I thought you were gonna stand up for me. Tell them that it wasn't ok to do that. but you didn't. now what
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So you have just two sessions left altogether if I'm understanding right? I'm sorry if you feel you were let down emotionally too.
I do know how much it hurts. I'm losing mine too.
I do also think you're strong enough to keep moving forwards. What she gave you will never leave you. It's understandable if you fall apart for a while too. It's tough and it hurts, a lot. So I can understand that feeling of wanting to give up.
I'm so sorry if she's not going to be the one who is there for you any longer. You will get through this. I know it's awful, but you can do this. I know it doesn't make it less painful for you right now, but so many of us here do understand the pain you're experiencing.
I know that it really helps with the fear of abandonment if you have that stable person there for you for a while. After my four years, I feel SO let down by my therapist, but I know it's not because she's chosen to abandon me.
