I have a few types of depression. I had to sort them out because of my list of issues.
I have the PMS blues which are cured with whining and chocolate and some screaming into my pillow when no one is around.

I have the - worked too many hours to pay the man and not have enough to cover the bills and groceries until next pay day blues which I can usually fix with a plan b -- this one is a symptom of a bigger issue and I am just now seeing this for the fifth time around.

I have the I'm depressed but I can handle it phase. Which I can't.

Then there is the bottom. The deep dark in the pit of soul that eats and gnaws at my very being until I wish I didn't exist anymore. I get stuck in my head and I don't eat it. I just go through the motions.

And I feel so invisible.