It went all wrong, never even got a reply to say sorry but on this occasion you have been unsuccessful

However still trying as best I can in some werid hope it may happen for me and I can finally leave behind the me I am now and what is dragging me down at this moment in life, I say that but next year still be doing the same lol still wriedly in hope it may just go differently, right? I wil not give into the anxiety and I can make it through an interview and I can last more then a day or two once start working at the place I get the job....

don't know really why I still go on going this all over agin and agin lol