((((((((((((((((((((nightlight)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))),
You are in my thoughts. Termination is painful, I know, and it is difficult to explain to people irl. Please know that I am here for YOU! I have been through an ungodly, awful, painful, devastating abrupt termination over three months ago. I am still in massive pain. It helps to process things here on PC. PM me if you EVER need me. I KNOW what you are going through, you are NOt alone! I have read a few of your posts and am concerned for you. Please continue to post and get it all out, anything you say is fine! I am here for you. Take care.