I would love a pill to make me dumber if it went as far as making me totally unaware of my expectations of myself, that way i would not get frustrated at what i now am unable to do, exhaust myself trying to carry on as 'normal' or be embarrassed when i miss my mouth in a restraunt or when my incontinence diaper leaks or worse smells! also i would love it to totally errase my memory of everything, so i would be in my own little world and not affected by this one or the people on it.