Why don't you just ask him about this rather than trying to read his mind about what he is doing? You have to communicate your questions, concerns, confusions to your therapist.

"I was going to remind him that I already said I was ready, but he obviously doesnt think I am, so I didnt want to argue it. I made up some bull about being ambivilant, and he seemed to agree with it, so I guess that's what he's thinking. " This just sounds like you are making things up instead of just being honest or just asking questions about what is going on in your own therapy. Stop guessing and assuming you know what he is thinking. Stop making things up to somehow please him. That is just going to get in your way. COMMUNICATE with the man. That is how you'll make progress.