xT,
I had hoped the pain would have dissipated by now, but it hasn't. I do work on it with newT, and I NEED to know what happened. I just don't understand how YOU, a person I trusted, a person who said, "You will choose when you terminate. You can stay as long as you like. When you leave, you can come back however often you'd like."

Did you think those things were true until you really found out who I am?