Hi irishpackerfan, I can see you have some troubles in your life, could you maybe explain a little bit more? I hope I am not going to sound threatening or too hard on you, I just want to help. I understand you are very frustrated right now and things are difficult for you. I agree that people are always trying to take advantage of other people, especially those who are trying to do the "right" things. However, please hear this. You can do whatever you want (has to be something actually possible, of course) in your life, but please realize that what you do will have effects that can impact you in even more negative ways than you think. I think life is more about cause and effect than it is good or bad/right or wrong.

Ok, let's say you start drinking and partying and become an alcoholic. That is the cause. These are the effects that it will bring: You will become careless, and you might start meeting other people who are also careless, so much so, that you might get into more trouble than you wanted, such as getting into a car with a not-so responsible driver and you could get killed in an accident, setting your life way short of what it could be. Now, that is just one possibility of many. What I'm trying to tell you is, maybe you should think about what will happen if you do these things.

I would also ask you to please re-think your thoughts of the world coming to an end soon. There is no way to know what is going to happen, we can only suspect. It is not very reasonable to start throwing around these ideas as if they are absolutely going to happen, we just don't know. I think that there will be much suffering in the future, but then again, there was always much suffering in this existence. Humans are selfish beings, they will do what they can to please themselves, even if it means they must hurt others. I do not know all of the answers, I am sorry.