trigger for mention of death

I told T earlier this week that I was afraid of what we were supposed to be working on this time, and she thad old me to try to relax.

I did, but when I saw her I told her about a dream I had two nights ago. I was looking over a railing into a big storm sewer full of water with thick algae all over the surface, and there was a girl down there walking across it

i thought YIKES and I called out to her, is it thick? and she answered, 'yes, thick " and then her foot pierced the algae and she went down, and it closed over her, and it was only a few seconds till there was no more disturbance in the water. It was horrifying.

And here I am, i told her, trying to walk across the sewage of my life, and afraid of drowining.

We had a very gentle, light session today. She said we can get to that other stuff later, no matter.
I think she is really tops, people. (and all of you for being my pocket riders too!!)

counting my blessings