Do you think that maybe for you driving signifies a lot more. To you it might mean taking control and although you want to, you don't feel ready to do that and you are afraid of taking control? Maybe this test is so much more for you, and I think if you are able to just go again, even if aou fail, it might help you to move on. Small steps Simon... this is just another step. If it helps, I failed the first time too...