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Originally Posted by delicatedoll
Thank you NinaNina  It is definitely at the point where I know I shouldn't do it but I can't resist the urge sometimes.. and that is definitely very true that he is with me now. I don't know why I try to convince myself he doesn't want me. When I actually sit and think rationally there are so many things that point to him actually wanting me that I don't know why I let myself get so crazy some days. |
Anytime, and I know exactly how you feel- I'm the same way. I used to be worse, but I still give in from time to time and look at old pictures of him, or think about his exes in a way that drives me crazy. I also think too often about how I feel like he doesnt want me, even though he really doesnt give off signs like that.
It can be so hard so I know how you feel! Just do your best to focus on the positive, and most importantly your present and future with him, instead of his past.
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