Wow, Ashley...that's quite a story. I'm so glad that nothing bad happened that night, not just for someone else, but for you, too.

You've taken some really huge steps to get out of your hole, I think it's great. Medication isn't the whole answer, unfortunately. Continuing therapy, a healthy lifestyle and goals to work on are all keys to getting better.

I hope you continue your recovery...you may want to find a support group through NAMI www.nami.org or DBSA www.DBSAlliance.org. I have found them to be extremely helpful in many ways--it's nice to meet opthers who share common problems.

Good luck!
DJ