I like to write alot to. It is amazing what is important. If you go back and read from years past and now. It is strange to see how some issues remain the same and how others were resolved. I write alot to keep record. I am in a boarderline abusive relationship (emotional not physical) and since I don't talk to many folks no one know what goes on inside this house. Sorry for adding my own personal story about writing. This is your space.

Definiately tell your T. You have told us here at PC. You just got acceptance not judgement from 5 people right here. He is trained, your T, to help. He will and can if you share w/ him to. Write what you need to say if you have to and give it to him. E-mail if you can't do it face to face. Send it via regular mail. What ever you have to do to get this info into the right hands. The hands that can help.