I've got a strange problem and I'm looking for advice, preferably from married people.

I am a virgin, and so is my boyfriend, soon-to-be-fiance. We've been together since *junior high* and we are now entering our first year of college together. We've never broken up, and we have changed so much with each other and because of each other, and we have absolutely no desire to see other people. We have been planning our marriage for a very long time, for it to happen the summer after our freshman year of college (obviously, there isn't going to be much of a proposal, as we've been in cahoots on this for quite a few years ). It is drawing closer and closer, and I am excited beyond belief. (If you would like to talk with me about the wisdom our plans, please personally message me, because that is not what yI wish to talk about on a public forum). We are both Christian, and we have done nothing but grow stronger together in our relationships with Christ. We don't believe in sex before marriage.

However, as the date draws nearer I'm realizing that I am absolutely terrified of having sex.. Like, it makes me want to go hide. In a closet. Like, the fear is paralyzing. And it makes no sense, because many times have I wanted it *so bad*, and still do. I am probably one of the innocent-est people you'll ever meet, but I don't know if that is it. I've confided in Mr. Future Husband, and he's incredibly understanding. The poor darling even offered that he would wait for as long as I needed to be ready, even if I decided to never be. But of course I don't want that.. :P If anyone would like more information they can personally message me. I need But anyway, has anyone else experienced this? How did you overcome it? Any advice?