wow thanks for all the responses. Yeah I guess the best thing to do is to talk to my T herself about it. I think the whole therapist/client relationship may be kind of triggering for me, making me feel like a child being scolded by Mom or something. I've heard of people becoming codependent on their therapist, is that possibly happening to me? It's hard to be told that I'm doing something wrong when I was trying my best in my own way. Well next time I'll spend more time talking and less time asking questions.