Leed , thank you for yopur kind words and advice. I have to tell you that I am totally open for communication but she is not. She told me that couple counseling is out of the question. My wife has told me that she doesnt want to even touch me. I will probably never make love to my wife again. She doesnt want to be touched. I dont know how much more of this I can take. I dont want to live like this anymore or at all. I am totally depressed. The tears cloud my eyes......................