((((((((((((Crista))))))))))))
Dear Crista - I'm sorry I've been away and not seen your posts before this.
Those people who ignore you, they don't know who they're missing! I like you - and I don't even know you in real life!
I wonder if people like me a lot too, as for fitting in anywhere - I understand that definetely.
Can you take up some sort of hobby that other people you know (live with or whatnot) participate in? That can help the "belonging" thing and can make you happy if you find that it is something you really enjoy.

PM me anytime okay?