Hey guys!!!!

Sorry I haven't been on...I didn't realize there even was a thread until I got a PM and that went straight to my iPhone. I've been doing amazing!!!! I've been working 40-50 hrs a week as a EMT. I see T once or twice a week depending if our schedules match up. If I can't see him twice we'll usually do a phone call during our second appt spot, to stay on the same page. I no longer stress our appts, it's totally causal we move them around all the time. Um I've been completely stable for about four months now, with no med adjustments. Not that I really could any way, my pdoc is temporarily relocated cause of the hurricane and he's a little to far for me to get to. I've met someone amazing who has become an awesome support system for me. Me and T's relationship has def changed and he's slipping back into a different less intense role right now. But I know if I need him he's right there to step up if I need him again.

I hope everyone else is doing well. I really wish I could come on more. I don't have a set schedule, I literally get called 15 minutes before a shift to come in sometimes. I get held over for a shift for two hour sometimes. And my shifts are different everyday. It's pretty hectic. But oddly it's been the most stabilizing thing that's ever helped my bipolar moods.