I just wanted to say that I have a 12 year old nephew that has almost all of the same problems as you. He is very intelligent, but he is just not right. His mind works differently. He is unable to fit in, make frineds, participate fully or coherently in a conversation. Frankly he prefers to be by himself and doesn't appear to need anybody, neither family nor friends. Our thought is that he may have Asperger's. We are trying to find a psychologist who can test him and see what is going on. I suggest, if at all possible that you find a good clinical psychologist with a Ph.D. to do some extensive testing of you. best of luck to you.