Yeah, I'm not sure texting is the answer either. I think it might become just another thing to wait on, just another hook.

Right now I'm still in the traumatizing phase of trying to connect. I thought it might be easier the second time around around. Nope.

New therapist, new pile of problems to fight through.

In some ways I very much prefer the superficial relationships of my friends, or the totally fake relationship of my family of origin.