I know this sounds soooooooo stupid....
I see her weekly. Last session was a waste of time because I was on so many Klonopin I couldn't focus.
She's been trying to get me into hospital and I did agree, but by the time she got a bed, it was this morning - 5 days later.
I tried to leave a message for her to call me some time last week just to talk about the hospital idea, but missed the call. Then she tried to call me again, but I was at home with my boyfriend and couldn't really speak - I feel uncomfortable discussing these things in front of him.
Every time I want to get hold of my T, I have to phone her receptionist, and I'm getting embarrassed. I don't know if my T is used to having someone communicate so much between sessions. It's only recently - because I've been very unstable.
Now my next session is on Wednesday. I know it's close, but I haven't had that special kind of connection for a while now, and haven't been able to dig properly into me.

Make sense?!?