My depression has gotten worse since I was forced to come out to my mom a couple of suncdays ago. I was going to wait until a later time but my dad backstabbed me and told my mom anyway. I had told her before that I was homosexual but she didn't believe me. I feel so alone right nw. I have no one to talk to other than my fiancee and half the time she is busy with school, homework, and chores. No one understand me or the way I feel...everytime I try to talk to someone at my school, they'll listen for a second then ignore me and act strange towards me and whats worse is that the other day, my parents were talking about me behind my back. My mom is completely judgmental and I'm pretty much trapped in the house with my parents until I am financially stable enough to leave which wont be for a long time. I really hate it here and I don't know what to do. Many times I wanted to kill myself. I am just so miserable and I don't know what to do. I hate myself and I hate my life...