so much pain inside this system. the one who holds the pain and fear is in such need right now.
but, today was a better day---actually got thru without crying, c*tting, or curling into a ball and shutting out the light.
i so appreciate all of you, even tho i am not here very much lately. so much i would say and so many tears.....
just feel like i am floating away with no anchor and no destination. lost on the sea and the tears just fill an already sinking boat.....