Perhaps the lies are less painful than the truth, until your out and realize what has happened, ergo, the draw back into the lie may be a way of trying to deflect the hurt. I am trying to learn that healing cannot be accomplished in an enviroment which allows for continued violation of the truth...the truth that I am not someone's property, my body was not meant to be owned and I refuse to be bonded to someone by a sexual act forced upon a child...

((Tanya)) hoping only the best for you in Recovery..