What do we do when "friends" and "family" continuasly turn their backs on us? when we give them nothing but love and support and they abuse and betray us!
How are we ment to have peace in our hearts and any kind of self worth when the people closest to us, our blood, show us so little regard, when our suffering is ignored and replaced with their own self indulgence and selfishness.
We try so hard to be good people and open our hearts and we are given abuse and heartache for our honesty. ive lost so many people i though cared for me, ive tried to keep my heart open and not let bitterness get the better of me but we should not have to suffer because of their issues, its so unfair and so destructive, its a tough world and we are supposed to look out for eachother and be the soft safe place in a hard world but it seems that most people wll sell you out at a price, its hard to be optimistic and stay positive when you have been hurt so many times by family and friends and find you have nobody left in your corner.