I've been on lithium and Cymbalta for a month now and I ran out of Lithium and don't have an appt. and I don't want to pay for Cymbalta. I have insurance but it's still so expensive. I don't want to talk about it when I see my new pdoc. It's embarrassing. I know I need something but as soon as I feel better I decide I'm ok. I'm sure this isn't new but it's new to me.