please help..\
i have had mild depression and severe panic disorder for over 10 years and been self medicating unsuccesfully up until i recently got health insurance.. unfortunatly i got involved in a controling abusive relationship and ended up in some trouble with the law.. I was court ordered to rehab and being sober helped my meds work 100% better!! i was happy to finally get some help].then they switched my meds and i got depressed and started feeling really detached... i had a panic attack and ended up leaving treatment and i really dont know why, i cant go back now im looking at 2 years in prison. I think that they are going to think that im lying... or just not care...because of my anxiety i dont have anyone to talk to and would love to get any words of advice... Thanks