Hi enchanted...really sorry to know you are going through this stuff...Keep your chin up and know the fact that you are a stronger person than those who let you down...You are a good person who cares about other people and if morons don't give you the respect you deserve then to hell with them! make a firm timetable believe me there are tons of activities you can pursue by yourself...Who needs losers when you can do so much better on your own...I have had my due share of hurt and despair at the hands of those I thought were people who cared about me and over the years I learnt that the best way is to give them the finger and move on...There's lots of support on this community so cement the thought in your mind that you will never be alone.. cheers!