The other day in here some one asked me a question " would I just let some one burn me with out putting up a fight?"

I did have to think but the honest answer was no!
I can't get this question out my head,
I've not si in 3 weeks now, but I can feel it approaching!!
I don't know why but it is.
Sometimes I know exactly why I am doing it, and other times. Well I guess if I thinking to much maybe.
Sunday night I was ready to si, I needed to do it. I don't always remember what my thoughts were at the time.
But this question kept racing thro my head. I eventually fell asleep and with out harm
I wish this question could always make me as strong.
I start group therapy tomorrow. So hoping this will also help.
I just hope I make till then with out si.
I'm trying my hardest and am repeating this question to myself.

I WILL NEVER LET ANOTHER PERSON HURT ME WITH OUT A FIGHT!!
THERE FOR I SHOULD NEVER HURT MYSELF WITHOUT A FIGHT