Hi sorry for not keeping you all up to date on me. I have let my depression get to me so next week im seeing my gp and see about going on meds to help me calm down.My anxiety has been very bad.

two months ago me and my husband moved to a house with another lady and her son. We live on seperate levles Me and husband upstairs and thm downstairs. We only share the main kitchen.

I and my husband have been 2 months sober, both feel good the marriage is better and we both are getting to know each other better and we do not fight anymore. This is the only good thing in my life right now.

The lady downstairs has been nothing but a pain in the @@@ towards me, everything i do is wrong. I contantsly get yelled at and basically making life tough. My husband knows right now we both are trying to ingore it. I am crying allot very scared and i know when i see my counsellor tommrow im afraid i will be put in the pyschward. I hate where my thoughts are .

Therapy is going good lots of hard work, i see my counsellor every week and my pyschologist every 3 weeks with phone calls if i need it.My support has been very good for me. Also every Thurs i go to group it helps me to know im not alone in my struggles day to day.

Sorry for the long update i may vent to you all since the holidays are fast approaching, im really scared about it. I lost a good family friend this year to cancer so im crying lots.