I have been thinking a lot lately about this. I am seeing a lot of progress in regards to self development and I am calmer and more rational since starting therapy two years ago. I don't let the same things bother me as I used to and tend to look after my own needs more BUT I can't help feeling lately that I want to end therapy because I am afraid of getting hurt again like I did with last T.
My new T is old T s supervisor and I am sure she probably advised old T to terminate me so it feels hypocritical of her to be giving me therapy now.
Also I am becoming really attached to this T and developing feelings towards her so I am thinking maybe I should quit while I am a head before I get too attached to her.
T seems to be very trusting towards me too, she tells me things about her personal life, maybe she tels everyone I don't know but it feels more like a friendship sometimes where as old t was cold and distant, I knew nothing about her after a year and a half. Current T tells me why she is off next week, wedding..where she went on holidays. What her children do. She tells me way too much
Maybe I am self sabotaging here I don't know anything for sure anymore.